" Moving on is easy. but forget it? well that's another story"
Since last year, I was never attracted to any boy again. I think, that every guy is same. always sucks.
Because of him that give me so much memories in my life and that's hurt me ten times more! that's so unfair. so since that i tried not to interested in any boy. I just focus to every lesson at school.
My friends are always bothering me by stupid rumor that i cant moving on -_-. Silly.
But...
Oneday, someone passed on my class with his basketball clothes. his eyes were deep like the sky at night, so innocent. he was tall and handsome boy. My heartbeat increased. I was too mesmerized by him. i don't know why, that i still stared at him like an idiot until he turned away. this is idiot. it seems I was too frozen to move until someone shouted my name with upset. I decided to went out quickly before anyone notice me. I went to the basketball court with my best friend. My heartbeat increased. shit he was here! Stupidly, i stared at him with a curious face.My friend asked me why my face was so curious. but I just smiled and shook my head.
This is so crazy!
Then we went back to our class. i sat on the corner and thinking about his angel face. We do not know about each other. but I really want to know more about him. this feeling come so quick as lightning "AH HELL!! GET OUT FROM MY HEAD!!!"
The next day, i did something embarrassing. When i was went back to my class from canteen. I was very surprised. I saw him and his friends in my class. Stupidly, i said "what the hell are u guys doing here?". They're stared at me confusedly. And I was realized that I was wrong enter the classroom. what the fuck I've done! "shy but shameful".
And now i realize that I'm so stupid haha..
Since last year, I was never attracted to any boy again. I think, that every guy is same. always sucks.
Because of him that give me so much memories in my life and that's hurt me ten times more! that's so unfair. so since that i tried not to interested in any boy. I just focus to every lesson at school.
My friends are always bothering me by stupid rumor that i cant moving on -_-. Silly.
But...
Oneday, someone passed on my class with his basketball clothes. his eyes were deep like the sky at night, so innocent. he was tall and handsome boy. My heartbeat increased. I was too mesmerized by him. i don't know why, that i still stared at him like an idiot until he turned away. this is idiot. it seems I was too frozen to move until someone shouted my name with upset. I decided to went out quickly before anyone notice me. I went to the basketball court with my best friend. My heartbeat increased. shit he was here! Stupidly, i stared at him with a curious face.My friend asked me why my face was so curious. but I just smiled and shook my head.
This is so crazy!
Then we went back to our class. i sat on the corner and thinking about his angel face. We do not know about each other. but I really want to know more about him. this feeling come so quick as lightning "AH HELL!! GET OUT FROM MY HEAD!!!"
The next day, i did something embarrassing. When i was went back to my class from canteen. I was very surprised. I saw him and his friends in my class. Stupidly, i said "what the hell are u guys doing here?". They're stared at me confusedly. And I was realized that I was wrong enter the classroom. what the fuck I've done! "shy but shameful".
And now i realize that I'm so stupid haha..
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