maybe i wasn't asking you to love me back. but i was asking you to understand. Because for so long I've been hurt and for so long you've been ignored it and maybe its bad timing, but maybe i don't care. I've been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. waiting for you to say you've been waiting too, and you haven't and maybe you never will or maybe you afraid to. Actually i always happy when you smile even that smile isn't for me. but it all hurts the same and in the end I'm the one that's left broken and then i lay down to sleep, I'm still the one crying like i probably always will.
i dont know what really happen to me! I never really thought I would ever get to this point of my life, Im confused. I remember those days when the beauty of a wonderful friendship made me realize I did not wanted a friendship from you anymore. I thought those moments were too great, those laughs were too loud, those smiles were too big, but turns out I was just too young to know that’s the way real friendships are sometimes. As the friendship grew stronger, my feelings for you started to grow even more, to the point where I could’ve sworn I was in love with you. It was weird though, cause I was pretty sure you wanted more from me too. Well, the thing is shit happens and I finally understood we were just friends and that was all we were going to be, I started realizing being your best friend meant staying by your side forever and being your girlfriend didn’t, so I was fine. Years passed by, I moved on and learned to “love” another guy, you had a girlfriend too. But you were still my...
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