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Beautiful smile is enough


maybe i wasn't asking you to love me back. but i was asking you to understand. Because for so long I've been hurt and for so long you've been ignored it and maybe its bad timing, but maybe i don't care. I've been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. waiting for you to say you've been waiting too, and you haven't and maybe you never will or maybe you afraid to. Actually i always happy when you smile even that smile isn't for me. but it all hurts the same and in the end I'm the one that's left broken and then i lay down to sleep, I'm still the one crying like i probably always will.


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