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NO WAY

Whoever,
    Forgive my foolishness, but i think of you as my wonderful heavenly angel, and i want to talk to you as a child would talk to his brother. i can't understand why nature made it so complicated, when it so simple. i don't have courage. still hardly dare to talk to you and I don't even dare to stare at  you when our eyes met. I'm frustrated because i cant tell you what i feels for you. I'm mad because i dont know how you feel but i want to know! of course I'm sad because i thinking of you every day and night. absolutely angry, because you don't understand maybe. aggravated because you dont belong to me. and i wanted you to be mine. totally disappointed because we can't be together.
    My lovely friends always telling me to smile to him but i can't. well i've tried that. i've tried to hide my nervous and covering that with innocent face. no matter how many marks i wore. that's all not going better.
    should i ask, "may i help you carry your bag sweetest angel?" oh father of god, that's totally unnecessary and silly. so, how could i talk to you? by my silly tricks? NO. By pretend ask something?NO WAY!.
    I heard your name in the certain circles and it always makes me smile.
    This is silly! and shameful.

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